my naked truth
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
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// bruised by past, unfolded.
mysteries..
what's real and what's not?
lies carried up as we breathe..
what do you believe?
.::.
as i suffocate..
i breathe through thin air..
my mind focused..
on what needs to be entirely erased..
i choked..
as my ears bloomed..
embittered and withered..
by false unpleasant words..
so much more..
spread..
so little..
in truth, i stand..
alone,
with these invisible scars..
that darkens each time..
i look at the mirror..
causing tears streaming down..
so unwanted and forlorn..
inside me screams,
"if only you could walk inside me.. see these tainted walls- cracked. read what's splattered all over.."
what do you see?
my misery.
..:::..
and as night falls..
i lay in bed..
i see myself dancing on the desert sand..
beneath the sky littered with sparkling stars..
and as the wind caresses me..
i smiled.
:::
a brown spread soil, fertilized..
with planted seeds that'll bloom into pulchritude blossoms..
flawless and pure..
::
life.
so fragile..
that only make us cherish more with our heart and soul.
.::::.
to my dear friend,
i am sorry you have lost someone who means more than the world to you.
i know for sure.. she'll always be around to watch you grow..
i just want you to know that you are beautiful and you're a strong girl..
she will always be your angel
and we'll always be your strength.
everything's gonna be alright.
you'll never be alone.
spoken on
12:09 AM