Friday, March 09, 2007
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my faith - a grey sky.
and when the clouds collide..
i'm losing it each time.
inside me - a vortex.
i'm self-destructive..
can't seem to right my wrongs - each fall, i am weaken.
i'm no angel.. i'm just a girl.
trying to find my way - breathe life.
i live - and i learn.
struggling to be perfect.
where is the beautiful picture i thought i could see.
sleep - dreams..
i feel more alive in another world..
when i close my eyes..
an escape on most nights..
i question myself everyday.
in search of meaning - in search of truth - in search of me.
::
reality - a life-like portrait.
so, tell me just how real it is..
just how real life is?
we are all an artist.
everyday's a new painting - the art of lie.
sun's setting again..
just another sad alibi.. lullaby.
sleep. don't wake..
i don't wanna wake up.
nothing is real.
i
cease
to
exist.
spoken on
11:41 PM