Thursday, January 25, 2007
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Monday, January 08, 2007
i feel scattered..
yet so attached to the only thing that's real.
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i feel my whole life isn't real...
its just obstacles after obstacles...
its more like a punishment...
the only comfort i have is in my dream...
when i'm asleep, there's just no struggle to deal with..
i'm so tired of this life...
spoken on
8:12 PM
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// i bite my lips and cry alone..
wishing i could fall into slumber..
i feel so lost all of a sudden..
looking back on page september..
so much was written..
have i crumbled the perfect picture..
maybe i've broken the frame..
left it there with no protection..
i have only myself to blame..
i've been thoughtless and..
i've been a fool..
watching it slipped away..
i've been so cruel..
when you were struggling..
hanging on a thin thread..
of beliefs..
you were falling..
and i couldn't see..
hopes were frail..
as we sail..
our fairytale soon grew pale..
everything was still..
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as you gathered my faults..
you turn them into dust..
you know you've tried hard enough..
its now or never..
this can't go on forever..
it is time for you leave..
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without any hesitation..
you picked up your phone..
the decision's been made..
you feel so forlorn..
the number's been dailed..
you waited for the tone..
still, no answer..
till noon.
at this moment,
you know it is over.
nothing can stop you now.
not even yourself.
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a scroll by the beach..
the moon hung low..
we walked side by side..
i felt so cold..
your eyes were empty..
i could see through your soul..
i've stolen a part of you..
i knew you weren't whole..
but you were rooted..
you stayed strong..
as the wave crashed harder..
i felt i don't belong..
how could i have hurt someone i love so much..
what have i done..
and all i could hope for..
was just one more chance..
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i know how hard it was for you..
after a fall you fear you'll break in two..
you know you'd never back on your words..
the decision has been made..
still, your heart took a silent pause as it reaches out to mine..
i couldn't hold back any longer..
you didn't hold back either..
spoken on
11:48 PM