Saturday, August 26, 2006
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// embrace the empty space
my hand in the air..
wide open..
breeze slips through..
gave me a sudden chill..
i crouched down..
caving into a black hole..
there, embrace the empty space..
next to nothing.
deceived by the morning star..
sun rise is just another lie..
till night falls, i live my life..
i live my life again.
:::
phobic,
believing scares me.
my thoughts chases my emotions..
leaving me scattered in dismay.
still..
who would be my night sky..
who would take my hand..
filling up the empty slots..
fingertips to fingertips-
teasing, whispering sweet nothings..
who would see me, like mirrors do..
see through me, the way i am..
breaking through the surface.
understands me..
knowing me..
loving me for who i am.
::
'stead.. making me feel worse about myself..
sinking me lower when i'm already six feet under.
like a siren..
a dreadful reminder..
making me feel twice as bad about myself..
guess i open up too quickly..
i've said too much.
:
fear creeps into me again..
it feeds on me.
leaving faint scars on my pale skin that says..
no ones made for me.
::: :::
i just need to see one..
one star shining up bright.. tonight.
spoken on
8:17 PM