Saturday, June 18, 2011
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Tuesday, February 01, 2011
what if there's no heaven nor hell..
and religions' just a make-believe.
where do people go when they are gone?
do we prevent them from moving on to a "better place" because we are still griefing and dwelling?
people keep telling me just think of it as he is in a better place..
where the fuck is it and how do you know?
all that i can find comfort in is,
my friend is no longer in pain when he took his final breath..
he may not be with us anymore..
but the suffering is over.
and wherever he may be..
i hope he is in peace.
adrian, i hope you're in a place where you find peace and you're happy.
the thought of the accident that happened to you.. pains and angers me.
you were the most down to earth, most sincere and heart warming person i have known.
i miss your smile..
it's just not right that you are not here anymore..
we miss you.
in loving memory,
adrian yong
3rd june 1982 - 13th june 2011
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3:40 AM
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Sunday, January 16, 2011
whatever happened to...
"you rawk my world".
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1:34 AM
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Monday, January 10, 2011
.: Personality :.
Rabbit natives have sensitive caring natures and they are very creative individuals. Their gentleness seems to constantly attract people needing counseling, support and a shoulder to cry on. Because of their refined and kind nature, some individual Rabbits think they are not very strong, well quite the contrary. It takes a lot of strength to be gentle. It is only a misunderstanding that people who have gentleness have no courage. They are very determined people; they always get what they want. Their sense of fair play is strong and while rules are merely rules to some people, the Rabbit native would prefer to abide by them.
If a Rabbit holds your secrets rest assured they are safe. Rabbits are also cautious types taking care before they make decisions, in particular they look before they leap. This inborn sense of caution allows them to be in control and aware at the same time. Some Rabbits are moody, they can sometimes have a sharp tongue, which opposes their charming personality. This is one of their techniques they have developed to make you squirm if they think you deserve it.
A tremendous ability the Rabbit has is to assess situations and other people, giving them more advantage than they are given credit for. With family and friends they will always be there with sympathy and constantly willing to support their loved ones. Rarely judging, this loving native will do what they can to restore peace and harmony where discord has interrupted lifestyles.
Rabbits are friendly, outgoing and prefer the company of others.
They also prefer to avoid conflict. In confrontational situations,
Rabbits approach calmly and with consideration for the other party. If provoked,
the Rabbits can abandon their quiet nature and will defend his/her family, the instinct of Rabbits will take over when it feels threatened. Rabbits believe strongly in friends and family and lacking such bonds can lead to emotional issues.
The Rabbit seems aloof, yet underneath is sensual and loving - a tough facade protects a tender interior. Rabbit folk are romantic yet realistic, generous yet mercenary. Rabbits need partners who will give them a strong sense of self-worth and who won’t take advantage of their giving nature. Such pairings will be strong. Rabbits are strongly Yin and, whether male or female, are in tune with the feminine part of their psyche. Their mothering instinct compels them to nurture others, and they have an innate love of home and family.
They prefer to have long stable relationships and they are considerate and gentle lovers. inding a tranquil partner to spend their lives with is important to this native and when the family needs the Rabbit to listen they are all ears. They can be frightened easily by over sexual advances and need to feel safe when in love. Rabbits are not the one-night stand types; they prefer romantic candlelit dinners with their true love. The Rabbits traditional reasoning has boundaries that tend to make them reserved, so conspiracies disturb the quiet Rabbit nature. Regardless, they are survivors but they would prefer sensible compromise to confrontations. This nature is the peacemaker; a wonderful friend who is loyal but sometimes sets standards too high for some of their friends. The Rabbit is a terrific judge of character and they are rarely wrong in the assessment of a person and their intuition shows this. They are also very much in harmony with tomorrow. While others are cramming what they can into today, in case there is no tomorrow, Rabbit knows damn well there is a tomorrow. Always remember, Rabbit does not really like combat but if you push them into a corner they could bite your ankles very severely.
Rabbits are private individuals, a bit introverted and withdrawn. People born under this sign would rather work behind-the-scenes instead of being the center of attention in any situation. Do not misunderstand… the Rabbit is not a recluse. In fact, he is a reasonably friendly individual who enjoys the company of a group of good friends whether at a business dinner or a holiday party. Rabbits just like to be a part of the gang as opposed to the leader of it.
.:: The Fire Rabbit 1927 and 1987 ::.
Gracious, good friend, kind, sensitive, soft-spoken, amiable, elegant, reserved, cautious, artistic, thorough, self-assured, shy, astute, compassionate, flexible. Can be moody, detached, self-indulgent, stubborn.
Fire adds an unspoken magnetism and mystery to the Rabbit. These creatures have a burning desire to get out there and live life to its fullest. They are active and adventurous and love anything that sparks their creativity or curiosity. They can throw tantrums here and there, if provoked, but most of the time they work very hard to avoid conflict or unpleasant confrontations. Fire Rabbits are charming and tend to push their emotions into the backs of their minds, but will speak up if necessary.
The Fire Rabbit cannot resist having fun, even at the expense of getting into trouble or letting their mask drop temporarily. They are inspirational and very progressive in their ways. They usually have a temper that flares up easily and they can turn neurotic at times. The Fire Rabbit also has a knack of always getting their own way, often to the amazement of the person who just gave it to them.
Known for their keen perception and intuition, this fun-loving Rabbit has a strength of character seldom seen in its sign. It has a superb understanding of human nature and comes across as a very likeable and outgoing chap, with a special way with children. Charming and natural, they enjoys socializing, and easily hides their hurts and disappointments discreetly.
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10:37 AM
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Saturday, December 18, 2010
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Perfection is made out of plastic - translucent and fake.
Imperfection is the true beauty.
The journey of each individual's past; every mistake and every sin..
The taste of bittersweet, hurt and regrets..
Strip me down to the bones - these scars will never fade away.
I am covered in flaws;
I may not perfect; but i am real..
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10:51 AM
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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Lending a listening ear - genuinely
Has created much doubts and fears - to myself
How do you seperate your mind while at the same time,
Absorbing other people's problems and channeling your thoughts into theirs,
Putting yourself in their shoes to give them the absolute best advices or simply,
To ease them up even when there isn't a slight breeze of positivity..
It just makes me feel discouraged and a little faithless from what i just stepped into.. And i hate it so bad.
I feel like i'm being taken miles away -
When i'm supposed to be creating my own love story.
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9:24 PM
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Friday, October 08, 2010
.. she can kill with a smile, she can wound with her eyes.
.. she'll bring out the best, and the worst you can be.
.. she only reveals what she wants you to see.
.. she'll do as she pleases, she's nobody's fool.
.. she'll promise you more than the garden of eden.
.. she'll carelessly cut you and laugh while you're bleeding.
she takes care of herself. she can wait if she wants. she's ahead of her time.
she never gives out, and she never gives in, she just changes her mind.
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3:07 AM
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..:: The Geminid shower radiates from the constellation Gemini
December 12 and Monday, December 13 – from late at night until dawn.
You can expect to see the most Geminids around 2 a.m., when Castor will be highest in the sky, and the meteors will be raining down from overhead.
The meteors come from a point near the star Castor in Gemini, one of the brightest stars in the sky. If you watch this shower – and trace the paths of the meteors backwards on the sky’s dome – you’ll find that the meteors paths seem to converge at a point in the sky near this star. It’s like standing in the middle of railroad tracks, gazing down the tracks and watching them converge in the distance. Meteor shower radiant points are kin to this illusion.
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2:15 AM